Part 1: Poem 3: The last moment of my soul.
The day goes by,
A moment passes,
A year passes,
A century will pass.
The last moment will pass
In my soul.
My soul didn't rejoice
I didn't know happiness and joy.
She suffered day and night
And quietly behind the wall,
My soul has always sobbed.
Sobbing, whining and screaming:
"Wait! Help me!
It hurt me, but it hurts so much,
Like no one else in this world."
I've always been waiting for this hour,
When the last moment will come
The last moment of my soul.
Enough! No need for words,
My soul told me.
It was time to come to my senses,
But I didn't know where and how
What should I become now:
Kind or beloved,
Angry and selfish,
Sweet, generous, unbearable
Arrogant and terrible.
Everyone thinks about it
Isterzano spoiled me
From the beginning to the end
Excitement, pain in my soul
And for joy, there is no place there.
I'm destined to be lonely
Maybe I've gone crazy
Yes, yes, it's crazy
My soul was rude to me
She kept saying: "You can't do that! "
There were more and more doubts
And thoughts were immediately closer to fear
Involuntarily in my eyes
My tears often flowed,
It went on like this every day.
And here I am, not hiding,
Sitting wiping tears,
I remembered my pain.
It didn't fade in me.
She let me know about herself,
And there's no other way.
Maybe it's mine
The last day,
The last hour,
The last breath,
Or maybe the last step
The last hour to another world.
And maybe then, in that world
The pain in my soul will subside
And then they'll tell her:
"Why, did you believe her?"
